Novelist and Storyteller
Recently, I have been anxious, fearful and angry. How about you? While Covid-19 brought these feelings to the forefront, I realized the cause was something else, old traumas being re-triggered, the trauma of the pandemic—HIV/AIDS—that killed virtually every person affected in its early years. The deaths and illnesses affecting family members and beloved friends. The …
Continue reading "Corona Anxiety, Fear & Anger–How to Calm the Trauma"
It's 3:10 am and I wake by the bell loudly clanging in the hallway. The light switch is flipped on and the room full of men becomes alive. By the time I have rubbed my eyes, stretched on my futon and manage to get up, a full minute has passed. When I finally pull myself …
There are many pathways to understanding or misunderstanding a country. Japan offers opportunities to do both. Years ago, I was in Singapore visiting a friend in a fairly nice apartment building. There were two signs in the elevator. One saiid "No durians." If you have ever smelled one, you would know why. The second said, …
Jojakkoji Tenryuji Nison-in Hogan-in Giouji Koryuji Horyuji Yakushiji Toshodaiji Todaiji Kohfukuji Daikakuji Ryoanji Byodoin Koshoji Mimuritoji Temple Hopping Selfies red seal books Attest to our attainment Why have we come here? Temple Shots: We All Should be Inoculated Kannon looms over Compassion eternally Our need is endless Humid Kyoto Afternoon Sweat on my brow pours …
" When a fish swims, no matter how far it swims, it doesn't reach the end of the wayer. When a bird flies, no matter how high it fileis, it cannot reach the end of the sky. When a bird's need or the fish's need is great, the range is large. When the need is …
Continue reading "The Museum as Art: Tadeo Ando and Ryue Nishizawa"
The Art House Project in Homura on Naoshima took 6 houses many 100-200 years old and a Shinto Shrine and created art in each. I spent 5 hours walking around this small village in a state of awe. Most of the spaces don't allow photography, so my words are my memory. 1. Imagine a square …
Continue reading "My Words are My Memory: Transcendent Art on Naoshima"
In 1995, I entered this essay in the "Greatest Moments of Pride" Contest in S.F. Frontiers Newsmagazine and was awarded 1st Place. Unfortunately, there are no on-line archives of the magazine from this period. The room fell silent as I slowly walked up to the podium. When I reached the front, I too fell silent …
Continue reading "Speaking Truth to Power–S.F. Frontiers Newsmagazine, June 8, 1995"
I wrote this article for the San Francisco Bay Guardian in 1996 after four trips to South Africa. I had the great fortune to interview the major players in the movement to include sexual orientation in the new constitution. Unfortunately, this article is not currently on-line. The Bay Guardian plans to open up archives of …
Continue reading "South Africa’s Gay Rights–San Francisco Bay Guardian, May 22, 1996"
We believe in forward progress, that all will incrementally get better in life. It's a very American belief. We see a straight line ahead moving upwards and cling to this notion. One more time this is an illusion of perfection. That there is only one direction. And when it appears that life does not conform …
The question of zen is what now? Not what's next as in I'm bored now what do I do, but what occurs next in our perceptions of life around us. What now is the recognition that in any moment, however one subdivides that into seconds or milliseconds, until we die there is something next. It …
